Road to recovery

Not sure what to blog about today, but I'm guessing that people - people meaning my four avid readers- are starting to worry about me since my last blog was a vague, unhappy cry for mental hugs. I'm not depressed per se, but I've been pretty out of sorts lately. I'm sure you all have been at a time in your life when you start second-guessing your choices and whether you need to make some changes - changes that are easier said than done kind of changes. Who hasn't, right? Well, I have to keep reminding myself that I can't let things upset me like they have recently. Life is too short. I have many things to be grateful for like the following:

• my health (although I'd love to be healthier),
• two really good jobs (yes, still doing the two job thing...surely contributing to feeling overwhelmed, but I still enjoy them both),
• I have family who loves me (my dad will be back from Iraq this weekend...yippee!),
• a new nephew on the way (Lord, please do NOT really let Sister name him Lars!),
• great friends (some I miss dearly since they live so far away),
• and Baby (who although has tested my love for him to its extreme...I love with all my heart).

I've been in better spirits lately, so don't worry. I'm not all Britney Spears crazy about to get tatted up and shave my head. My face is too round to have a shaved head anyway...I'm sure I'd look like Buddha. I'll be back to my old sassy, trash-talking self in no time!

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And before I forget, I want to send a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Single Girl!!!

Need to vent

I know I try not to get too personal on here because I get nervous that what I type will come back and bite me on the ass, but it's time to come to you guys for support. I've had a rough couple of weeks - things I haven't posted on here because, as I said, I refrain from posting what I will regret later. All I want is for you to send me mental hugs (as Single Girl so termed the phrase) because I feel like I need all the good thoughts that I can get right now.

I promise to be in a better mood and start posting witty things again. Unfortunately, my mood hasn't allowed me to be open to find something entertaining to write about. Almost like I have writers block...I try to post, and then nothing happens. Blah!